This is my reality
It's strange how life plays you sometimes. You can be so happy that you bubble and can't stop smiling, but at the same time you can have such a big hole in your stomach that's eating you up alive. It's a fight inside me everyday. Who or what that will win depends on what i want and what i'm willing to fight for, but how do you know if its' worth it in the end? If you don't take a chance you will never ever win. Life is cruel like that, so is love. Thus carma is a bitch. But i don't think you would appreciate life otherwise.
They say that a picture say more than hundred words. But eyes say even more. You can see a whole story in someones eyes. It doesn't really matter if the story is true or not, because you make up your own reality. I forget about that sometimes. It's so easy to see all the bad stuff in this world, but if you keep on focusing on the good things, the world will be a better place. At least in your head. And who are the one to tell you what reality is?
Don't care so much about science. Experience will win anyway. Make up your own life. Make your own happiness. Happiness will spread like a scent in the wind. You just have to keep on smiling. Things are only sad if you let them be. And if you think you have to wait for happiness, then you will.
Seeing a child starve is heartbrokening, but give it food and that will be one of the most beautiful things you've ever seen. And that's why the hardest love is also the strongest and the most beautiful one. You can turn something bad into something good, you just have to find the strenght to actually do it. You make up your own reality. One person can change the world, because it's your head that make your world so you are the one and only to rule it.
Even though i love life just now, i will always be broken. I will always have deep scars and a hole inside me, and that's not fair. It won't matter how big my smile is or how much i will love life, i will always not wanna live like this. But it's not up to me. I won't ever infect everyone around me with that, i rather smile and open the window. Because how hard my life ever will be, i will always fight for the small beautiful things in life. I will always fight for beauty and all kinds of love. The harder i will fight for love, the more i will win in the end. Or actually on my way there. At least in my reality. I rather regret me trying to hard and giving my whole life for something as wonderful as you then regretting i never tried the hardest i could. If love isn't the right tool to fight for life, then nothing is.
That's my reality.
A wonderful morning walk in Sydney
Popeye´s village
Hej mitt vinterland
Stranden
Melbourne by night
På emmas bröllopsdag
Blubb
Har fortfarande inte vant mig vid håret och har typ gått typ 3 veckor eller nåt nu ju! Hehe
Känns som de flesta säger "okej fint, men du är mycket finare i rött". Nu är ju inte jag sån som bryr mig speciellt mycket, men de kanske har rätt? Fast Ne, så som jag kämpade med att få det blont så ska jag ha det kvar längre än så här iaf! Haha och det är ju fortfarande lite gult/orange vilket ska bort med tiden :) äh jag trivs rätt bra och tror det kommer bli ännu bättre :) känns bara lite tråkigare än vanligt, men det kanske är en bra sak? Vill inte ha mer drama i mitt liv ändå.
Två nya modellbilder av Jocke!
Ooops, jag blev visst blond...
Fight or flight
"I let you go once. I stopped you the second time. If you want to leave a third time, you are the one that gives up before even realizing how hard i were going to fight. My fists are not that strong but my heart is stronger than anything, except for my love to you.
Whatever it takes. As long as you have one reason to stay, stay."
Knatteskuttledare!
Galet ont i halsen och hängig men vad gör det? Ganska mycket, men whatever. Första dagen på extrajobbet som gruppledare för Knatteskutt! Så idag ska jag leka med 4-9-åringar! Yey ;) haha dessutom är jag numera inskriven på vikarieförmedlingen. Awesome! :)
Pictures of you
Pictures of me,
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you,
Pictures of me,
Remind us all of what we used to be
Blond var det ja...
För er som inte tror på att jag är blond naturligt. Fick en liten chock själv faktiskt över att det typ är lika blont nu som för 10 år sen.
Hej Malta!
Och jag är blekast i familjen... Inte alls lika brun som jag brukar bli men skönt att ha färg!! :) missade ju liksom hela svenska sommaren. Haha så skönt att ha tagit ikapp.
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